I've spent 20 years in 2 different relationships where I was unable to remain faithful. I never gave away my heart, but I love having sex. Unlike most women, sex is nothing more than sex to me. However, I miss the closeness of a relationship. The kissing, cuddling, knowing someone is there to talk to. All those relationship type things I never do with sex buddies.



If you are a man that can be comfortable knowing he holds my heart while I have encounters with others at times, please respond. Our relationship details would only be between us. The rest of the world (family & friends) would see a 'normal' relationship. I know cuckold tends to mean humiliation, but I prefer a mutually respectful relationship.



I am on the smaller side of BBW. I have one kid at home for 2 more years, then empty nest. I do like to smoke and drink. I love all kinds of music. I'm a very social person. More a sports bar person than a night club person. Sexually I'm very submissive/borderline nympho.



Please respond with a photo and I will share mine as well.